I fucking hate Christmas, easter, etc. anything that is ‘celebrational’ for the family. My family ALWAYS FIGHTS, the dinners are silent and everyone is angry and sad because we can’t be an actual normal family that talks. I don’t even know why we still try, it turns out to be a disappointment again and again and again and again. It’s EXTREMELY depressing and I’m in a really sad mood right now.
Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil